professional divide

some of the boys sent friend requests on facebook. initially, i don't want to approve their requests, not until i finished my practicum. but when my colleagues approved their students friend requests thus, i am obliged to do so. apart from the boys barking at me in class. oh well, there goes my professional divide. on the lighter note, i get along with them beyond the classroom walls. i sometimes chat with them, talking about lighter stuff like hobbies and raya. call me unprofessional now, but this is the price i'm willing to pay to stay in their minds and to remain in their hearts.

twinkle twinkle in my eyes

class today was superb and i had so much fun. the girls end it up with nursery rhymes. but they stumble upon incy wincy spider. nanti kita hafal sama-sama eh girls =)

rambang mata katanya

J's deskmate is a chinese boy, as tall as J and not to forget, very good looking. very very good looking. but a sad thing it is, i still haven't figure out his name. i'm so gonna find his name. but J's still my no 1 eye candy =)

blush blush

well this happened during assembly earlier today, well actually there wasn't any dialogue but it'll give you readers clearer mental image. and oh, J is my f4 eye candy =)

miss I: (monologue) did he just winked at me? *turning my head left right and behind*

J: *grin and points at miss I*

miss I: *BLUSH*

the extreme ends

no wonder people doesn't like him. they can't relate to him. they talk about who's dating who and when's the indie gig and what's for berbuka but he talks about latest jaguar cars and recent F1 race and iron maiden. though they're within the same four walls but they are actually at the extreme world ends. it's okay boy, i'll try to relate to you and still maintain good bond with the others.

the day after

my dearest 2 Ikhlas made me cry yesterday. i wasn't sobbing but tears rolled down my cheek like girls watching chickflicks on a dateless weekend. en route to school today, of wanting to see their reaction and apologise (i only have 1period class with 4 Sc 2 on wedensdays), i really really hope i'll be given relief periods for 2 Ikhlas. and i did get two periods with 2 Ikhlas today. they were all very quiet and was not jumping, shouting and monkeying around as usual. truthfully, i miss the most annoying sound in my working life. i had a chat with saseendran, the assistant monitor.

miss I: why are they so quiet today?

saseendran: diorg semua da insaf teacher.

miss I: *smile*

saseendran: we all love you teacher. we don't want to hurt you and make you cry anymore.

miss I: *monologue* tau korang takut eh teacher da nangis macam orang putus cinta.

and today is akhil's birthday. remember the indian boy with asperger syndrome in my 2 Ikhlas? or i've never mentioned him in my blog? oh well, he came to the staff room and he saw his math teacher puan haslina.

A: heyy puan haslina, hari ni birthday aku!

PH: ye,happy birthday akhil.

Akhil pun beredar pulang ke kelas.

PH: haaa hambik kau dia 'heyyy' dengan 'aku aku ' dengan kita. nasib baik je dia sakit kan. *ketawa geli hati dengan seluruh bilik guru*

neverland

Never say goodbye, because saying goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.

(Peter Pan)

reaction

when a form 4 boy tries to hit on you, how do you react?

A) how sweet of you...

B) please behave. i'm your teacher

C) he's only 16. duhhhhh...

D) oh why oh why you are only 16 handsome boy??

my personal and truthful answer is D